Topic: Overconfidence or Oversocialness?

[Crimson Wizard]

I know that mentioning real people, as well as discussing something behind their backs could be impolite, if not rude, but there's something that bothered me.

As many of you may know, there were cases when certain people keep posting their games here, claiming that these are real games, which, in fact, were looking too terrible to believe they are serious. Some thought these people are stupid, others - that they are trolls. I felt quite annoyed too, not that I was angered, I was rather scared (!), because I couldn't stop thinking there's something in modern education that makes people behave so weird.
I remembered my own teenage years, I myself did a lot of silly and stupid things, but there was one difference - I rarely displayed my works in public, and I would be ashamed if I had to show something so unfinished and low quality... wait a second...

And then it hit me.
What if this is not stupidity or exaggerated self-confidence, but rather a natural behavior of a new generation? I mean, they are born in the era of Internet. What if they post such games here not because they truly believe they are superb, but because they are just used to show everything they do on Web, even things that older generation would dare to show only to closest friends?
Does this makes any sense?

[Frito Master]

It makes sense, Though I don't know to many people who are from that generation that act like that.
Honestly they were prolly either trolling or had no experience ever doing something like this and felt proud of what they made, They also could be young.

[CaptainD]

That is genuinely one of the most terrifying thoughts I've read for a long time, mainly because it's impossible to think there isn't quite a bit of truth in it.

However thinking back to my own youth and attitudes then, while I'd be inclined to agree with you about not being particularly willing to show it so publicly, I think you also need to consider that we really didn't have as much opportunity.  Anyone with an internet connection can throw their creations at the world these days, back when I (we?) were kids it was such a new thing and far fewer people had easy access to it.  I also shudder to remember my own first offerings with AGS way back when we were using EZ Boards - I was proud of it even though it was admittedly terrible, not so much because of what I thought it was but what I thought it could be (this is before I concluded that I would never be a decent coder!).  The weird thing was that I remember a couple of people emailing me to tell me they really enjoyed it!  (That probably stopped me from realising for a while how abjectly terrible it was.)

Perhaps also a factor is the fact that "reality" and "talent" shows have distorted people's perception of what is actually reality and talent?
 

[Crimson Wizard]

So, does that rather means that this is me who is getting too old?

[an Urpney]

[Khris]

I guess it's similar to people who are convinced that they are great singers, until they are shot down on some casting show. And many of them aren't even humble afterwards, or understandable, they merely think that the judges are asses or something.

It's a self-preservation mechanism that makes us think better of ourselves than we actually are. I once heard that the reason for depression is often an imbalance of hormones that disables that mechanism, so we can no longer deceive ourselves. Not sure how accurate that is though.

In my experience, there are simply lots of people who are completely unable to leave their own point of view. They will yell at you although they are clearly in the wrong, they don't apologize for anything, ever, and they are oblivious to the fact that colleagues or fellow students can't stand them.
They consider themselves experts about anything, and they are entirely unable to realistically estimate their own competence in a field.
Unfortunately, due to the fact that there are so many of those people, they'll always find friends among themselves and thus most of them never realize how much of an idiot they actually are.
Just visit http://notalwaysright.com/ or http://clientsfromhell.net/ to get the full package of oblivious, narcissistic idiots.

I don't think that this has gotten worse in recent years, it has probably always been that way. It's just that due to the internet, we have to endure a lot more of it.

[Ghost]

What if this is not stupidity or exaggerated self-confidence, but rather a natural behavior of a new generation? I mean, they are born in the era of Internet. What if they post such games here not because they truly believe they are superb, but because they are just used to show everything they do on Web, even things that older generation would dare to show only to closest friends?

Makes sense indeed. These days you can publish pretty much anything online without any quality control, and that means that Sturgeon's Law  is in full effect. But then again, I can still remember how exited I was when I first started AGS and made this small one-room game where you could use a key on a door to unlock it. It was hilarious and I was very proud of my work.

But I think the forums as a whole have shifted a bit, too. The overall quality of "our" games has improved quite a bit even in the century I spend here*. AGS is a freeware toolkit with a relatively low learning curve, a free-for-all game framework. It has spawned several full-length games and even a couple of critically acclaimed commercial ones.
These games are a very small percentage, yet they bring newcomers. And to a newcomer even a small walkcycle is awesome and great. And what do you do with something great? You show it. Not their fault that the forums as a whole have seen thousands of walkcycles already and fail to see how awesome they are.
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* It sounds so much better with "century" in it!

[an Urpney]

I think you should play certain games never mentioned in by name in this topic and then comment again : )
Sorry, but those 2-frames walkcycles can't be called awesome no matter how hard you try

[Ghost]

I think you should play certain games never mentioned in by name in this topic and then comment again : )

I actually played them, but I thought this wasn't a thread about specific games, but the natural behaviour of a new generation.

[edit]
But yes, I should've added a few smiley or so to the last bit of my post: Take it with a grain of salt 

[ThreeOhFour]

My first game was like point and click butthole the game, but I still released it. I thought it was pretty good at the time.

I'm probably one of that generation too. Look at my drawings! Look at them now! You must view my things and give me feedback right now!

[Tramponline]

I think Ben, Ghost and Khris make some valid points which I very much concur with.

We should very much take heed of slightly self-righteous observations about "the new generation"
(...remember, some of our parents used to do the exact same thing!!!)
 
And Khris point, that the dynamics of the 'new' medium might influence
a) how much projects of an seemingly "imperfect" or inferior nature are exposed to a wider public
b) our perception of those
..is very well justified, I think.
 
All that aside, don't you secretly admire the SHEER amount of energy behind all that 'illusion of grandeur'?
I do! Up to a point of almost jealousy, because I seem to have lost this seemingly unconditional 'spark'
of wanting to create something, head first!


My actual point is this:

"For now:
The process is more important than achievement.
The questions are more valuable than the answers.
The attempts are more admirable than successes."

From the notes of Richard Linklater

In my experience, there are simply lots of people who are completely unable to leave their own point of view.

Could that be us (?), while bashing and making fun of someone who's young and simply on a ROLL (!) No matter how much seemingly against the grain in our 'mature and knowledgeable' eyes?

[ThreeOhFour]

Also, if Ghost and Bicilotti hadn't put up with me constantly sending builds which were like "HEY LOOK GUYS YOU CAN WALK NOW" "OH LOOK THIS VERSION YOU CAN LOOK AT STUFF" of my early games like Annie Android and Shifter's Box and been polite enough and patient enough to respond with encouragement, I'd probably have never finished them.

I think a lot of us need some sort of encouragement like this to help us pull through the process of making a game, and I think if I didn't have very kind friends willing to put up with my crud then I'd be posting it publicly and you'd all think I was an annoying troll. Thankfully, I *do* have very kind friends, so they're the only ones who think this. 

[Tramponline]

Oh, wait until I post my first "works in progress"!
You guys might already want to apply for a new domain and not tell me!

[kconan]

  I think there is a difference between what Ben is explaining regarding his early projects and their submission for critique and/or pats on the back on the forum, and a full on attention whore who craps out buggy alpha version training games and continually pesters everyone about them.  I try to ignore the latter, though luckily there really is only a few of those folks on this board and on the bright side sometimes the output (screenshots, characters, etc..) from the games can be entertaining.

  We always do that "kids these days" thing.  I don't think its generational.

[Khris]

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Mod Note: Don't make this about particular posters.

[Crimson Wizard]

People, you are making a good discussion here , but I have to point out you are missing my original point.

I'll try to elaborate.
You see, some of you mentioned that it is usual to be overexcited about first creations, it is natural for young to do silly things, and the only difference is technical opportunity to spread one's creations that older generation did not have.
My point was, that this technical opportunity changed the way people think.
Specifically, every man has something we may call "internal circle" - a range of people he feels comfortable with: friends, parents (not always ).
When the person accomplishes certain job for the first time he definitely becomes excited, we all know this. When I made my first "game" with AGS I felt very excited too, although I was, I think, 25 or 26 years old already and had some experience in game making (including 3d games). What have made me NOT post my game here? I did had excitement - right, but it was that none of people here were my friends, and I did not feel like I can show them something that was definitely low quality without looking like an idiot.

Now, those, from new generation, they are born in the age when you can, for example, see where another forum member lives on Google maps or Panoramio, chat with guys who are much older than you or live on opposite side of planet. This make their "internal circle" widen to practically unlimited degree, since they do not have similar psychological constraints as we did in the past.
I mean, it might be younger people definitely understand that their first works are objectively of lower quality than something that is produced by experienced devs and big companies - after all they CAN see the difference themselves, don't they?
But since they do not limit their "intimate" area to their close friends who live in the neighborhood, they do not feel bad about making all the world know what they just accomplished.

[ThreeOhFour]

Yes, but my point was this: I had every opportunity to post my crud on the forums at large, but didn't need to because I had polite people who were nice that I could post it to, and thus didn't need to.

Therefore I think it's more than just "what technology we have". Before I had the internet, I would burn alpha versions of my stuff to cd and mail it to my friend, who would play it, ring me up and tell me what he thought - which is basically the exact same thing just much slower! Point is: I had people willing to put up with me, so I didn't need to annoy *everyone*, just a select few.

[Intense Degree]

Specifically, every man has something we may call "internal circle" - a range of people he feels comfortable with: friends, parents (not always ).
When the person accomplishes certain job for the first time he definitely becomes excited, we all know this. When I made my first "game" with AGS I felt very excited too, although I was, I think, 25 or 26 years old already and had some experience in game making (including 3d games). What have made me NOT post my game here? I did had excitement - right, but it was that none of people here were my friends, and I did not feel like I can show them something that was definitely low quality without looking like an idiot.

That's interesting. I think for some people it can work the other way round. If you do produce something truly terrible and show it to your "real" friends then you possibly stand to lose face with them and maybe face some ridicule. If you share it with a load of "randomz" on teh interwebs then who cares? No one really knows you, and if it gets panned you can simply never visit the site again and ignore the embarassment! (I suppose the waters are muddied if you are well known and friendly with others on the forums).

Taking myself as an example, the only game I ever released was, perhaps not appalling, but certainly not that good. I was also in my late 20's at the time. I have been happy to have it released on the internet and downloaded by whoever comes across it, but have mentioned it to very few people in real life. I'm not really ashamed of it or anything but not that many of my real life friends play adventure games or have an interest in "retro style" games. Here is a place however where the one thing we all share (more or less) is a love of adventure games (whether creating or playing) and so hopefullty at least some people were able to enjoy my game at some level. Therefore somehow it is easier to release here and all those who thought it was rubbish have had the kindness simply not to mention it (for the most part!) or just gave up after 2 mins and forgot about it for ever.

If I show it to my "inner circle" they have to comment really, and as they know me it's more of a big thing. I think being told by them it was rubbish would be somehow worse than internet randoms.

[Shane 'ProgZmax' Stevens]

Yes, but my point was this: I had every opportunity to post my crud on the forums at large, but didn't need to because I had polite people who were nice that I could post it to, and thus didn't need to.

Ah yes, I remember the energetic and impressionable Benji Chandler..Oh WAIT, you didn't even give me credit for encouraging you during Ben304: The Early Years!  Isn't that always the way? 

I definitely think that the internet has allowed new breeds of individuals (like the troll) to find a haven otherwise denied to them in the era of newspapers and individual interaction, and that of course includes Soapbox Riders and Snake Oil Salesmen.  With domains and personal webspaces anyone can, with some effort sit there and proselytise until they have a small army of minions who think every little turd they drop is made of gold and smells like a winner.  And these people aren't extremely discerning types and will, for example, look at something horrible you made and praise it like you just squeezed out a Grade A Thought-Diamond.  Well, this has a side-effect for some people of giving them a bit of undeserved ego and after awhile even they can't tell they're producing manure.  Just look at all the youtube so-called celebrities who are amazingly untalented or annoying (you know what I'm talking about). 

It's almost like we've entered an age where mediocre to bad content isn't disputed, it's celebrated as the new standard, but I'll save that rant for another day. 

[Frito Master]

Just look at all the youtube so-called celebrities who are amazingly untalented or annoying (you know what I'm talking about).

This.

That is all.