[I've had a new nightmare... at bottom of page.... this one REALLY BAD]
I had this bad dream last night.... I'm curious if anyone could tell me what they think it might mean????
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Last night I dreamt about a gender changing serial killer who escapes from a hospital. He/she attacks and kills women and cuts off their genitalia with a scalpel. The killer changes gender to avoid detection. And woe's his/her victims pretending to be either gender. But when it comes time for sexual intamcy after he/she arouses his/her victims instead of performing a sexual act he/she attacks them and kills them. The dream included several attacks of various women after the killers escape from hospital. Until he reaches the last victim in the dream a dark skinned woman. While in bed with this woman, in his current male gender the killer places the scalpel to her, but doesn't attack, this woman reacts to him differently... and the killer engages in love making with his would be victim instead and enjoys it. Since he has made love to her he can't kill her, but he also isn't sure he can trust her and tries to stop her from leaving the house... although she has a business meeting to attend. He then tries to woe her several times to get her to make love to him again...
the dream ends with a group of detectives giving a recap of the nature of the killer before he met this last victim, their discussion was as if they were explaining his/her MO.
Were Mulder and Scully in your dream? Cause there was an episode of the X-Files just like that.
I just want to know one thing: Where was Freddy Krueger during all of this?
You are the reincarnation of Jack the Ripper.
Weekly Kandyman-iac's news! What's coming next? "TODAY I'VE SEEN A CAT...POST ABOUT IT!" ;D
Maybe the power of the Black Dahlia has gotten a hold on you?
The Marquis de Sade dances another tango across my heart........
Bt
Here's looking at you kid.
Sigmund Freud is such a fruit.
Freud was actually a cocaine addict who had written a huge paper documenting the wonderous medicinal purpose of cocaine to help headaches.....after he went through withdrawls from not taking he..he quickly retracted the paper!
I had a dream once about a big car crash nearby, letting loose a mad killer. His arms and legs were like these big steel poles and he kindof ran by *choonk choonk*ing them up and down, almost with a slide, roller boys style. Of course, he chased after me and the whole dream was just scary as hell. His name... was the Slasher. He had a Darkman style hat and coat.
Mind you, he didn't change gender or sleep with people, but it was still interesting.
Remember Frankenstein was a also a byproduct of a weird dream. Or was that jekyll and hyde?
Anyway lots of cash is ready to be made...
I think you mean woo, not woe.
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It's Sigmund Frood, dude!
Bt
Female to male transsexual. . .
. . .what a weird concept.
~~Bernie L
In the nightmare I figure out that my relationship with my exgirlfriend is incredibly unhealthy and decide that I will not live with her for my own personal mental health... I mangage to secure enough permanent work to make living on my own... or in some form of shared accomodation easily viable, plus able to save. I decide to stay with my ex for a week and then move on, which I believe I have previously told her about... and can even remember saying the words to her.
Then I recieve a phone call saying that the accomodation must be payed in advance that we are at the last moments and have no choice but to go through with it. And that it will be for a month. I tell her I would only stay a week then find somewhere else... she breaks down crying under stress, saying that she couldn't pay the rest of the rent on her own for the last three weeks... and she found this place for us for the month to help each other. She then cries alot more. saying that i never said i would only stay a week, and that she can't do this alone.
cutting a long story short, because i still care for her and hate to see her hurt or sad or feel responsible for it. I agree to stay for the month, saying that i only said the week thing because i thought i was doing the right thing.... and that i would agree to stay with her for at least a month..... MAYBE 3...
the nightmare part was that this fucking happened yesterday...
oh and i prolly shouldn't have had phone sex with her the night before, after i had gotten a little drunk...
I think i was born retarded
So you post a topic asking for help, most members reply that you should try to move on, and you do the opposite.
Altough you did the noblest thing in this situation, you're stuck with her for another week/3 months/eternety. She really screwed you in every way.
But maybe this is your second chance. Not bloody likely, but it's not like you're going to listen to us, anyway.
Christ!!, That's enough for me, maybe you just weren't gettin enough (you know what) and your body was telling you that it needed love (any kind, hence the sex changes) and the girl you stayed with and didn't kill might be someone you saw the day before and you were sub-consciously attracted to her fine ass. My diagnosis is you need nookie and lots of it. Or you are just a sick ba***** who gets too much, either way you end up gettin some! ;)
.... if he had no help ... maybe i can give you a tip kandyman ... you gotta a nightmare ? ... well ... use your nightmare ! .... write a book .... make a game (not a bad idea) .... but U-S-E--I-T !!! Ã, ... i think that's a gooooooood idea ...... see ya !.
No offense guys, but this is some of the worst advice I've ever heard.
KANDY, you've already heard what I've had to say on the matter. Just do whatever you think is right, after all it's your choice. Don't let these bozos condemn you for making your own decisions, whether they be right or wrong. And if any problems come up, I know you can find a way overcome them.
I agree with DG ... in the end, it's your choice.
However, if it were me, I'd kick the chick to the curb.
Sounds to me like she's using your feelings for her to get what she wants, regardless of the consequences to you.
That's just wrong.
Boot her ... sure it'll hurt like hell at first, but it'll pass.Ã, It's better than draggin' on months and months of misery and anguish.
Now, if you're a sadist who derives pleasure from anguish and suffering, then by all means let her continue to think she's using you.Ã, Sounds to me like it would be a mutually beneficial relationship it that case.
I doubt that you'd be 'venting' on the AGS forums if it wasn't bothering you though.
Seconded.
When you let her use your feelings in order to manipulate you into doing that and that, it has nothing to do with being chivalrous or noble, it has to do with fear of feeling guilt and remorse.
It doesn't sound to me that you actually care about her, it sounds like you've become dependant on her. Nor does it sound like you pity her, more like you're afraid of hers and your emotions.
Overall, John, you sound a bit over-consumed by this issue. You keep on reporting bad news - nightmares or whatnot - but you do little to acknowledge or appreciate our advice. As Jet pointed out, you do the opposite.
You shouldn't use this forum as your personal therapy room. People here aren't professionals, and even if they were, they would have too little real information to give adequate support.
Cheer up, dude, take part in other discussions, respond to other threads. Distract your mind for a minute.
This may sound harsh, but I'll tell you this as a friend to a friend.
thank you... but there is always a little difference between making the decision, and then stepping into it. I stepped into it, or tried to. And something happened that I hadn't expected.
I wouldn't have said that I am dependant on her... I haven't been recieving anything from her for a very long time... there is nothing to depend apon. Maybe if she was telling me she still loved me... but she isn't.
What ends up happening is I made some promises to her based on how I feel... and now we get to a stage where she is upset and telling me she needs that help. I'm scared of the concept of her on her own... because she seems to too easily latch on to people for support, and if i went she would either get herself into a giant mess... or more debt... and latch on to some stranger which she has done before with disasterous consequences.
And I promised her I wouldn't let her get hurt. I know with her personality type I have to get out... for hers and my own good... but I can't do that until there is some steady ground to stand on.
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that last parts just an excuse isn't it....
I'm not ignoring you guys, or doing the opposite... I guess i could be said to be doing nothing though...
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anybody see any good films lately?
Quote from: KANDYMAN-IAC on Wed 19/01/2005 21:32:49
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anybody see any good films lately?
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem..... I saw Lemony Snicket's a series of Unfortunate events, twas good, but next Saturday I'm goin to see World Police Team America, anybody see it yet?, is it good?
P.S. I realize I have now destroyed your beautiful ending to this thread so I will hang my head in shame. :'(