A wonderful Christmas gift.

[monkey0506]

Most of you won't get the email I've sent out recently, but it's far too long to post here.  I guess the easiest way to do this would be to quote my most recent, and probably last, email to McKenzie Mitchell, the girl that I love:

You told me you wanted to be friends.  But then it's my fault isn't it?  I told you it would probably be best if I could forget about you.  I told you that I wished I could.  You told me "F*CK OFF."  You told me "I WILL NEVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN."  Then you said "BYE." and left.  If you think that you're helping me, then thanks for trying.  If you hate me and never want to talk to me again, then I would appreciate a reason, but don't expect one.  But it doesn't matter.  It's too late for us to even be friends now isn't it?  I've just made a beautiful mess out of all of this now haven't I?  Well, it doesn't matter.  Whether I kill myself five minutes from now, or remember this day as the worst day of my life for my next 80 years, it doesn't really matter.  You don't want to hear from me ever again.  I just wish I knew why.  I wish I could go back in time, stop myself from doing all those stupid things that I did.  But I can't.  Nothing I can do can take back what I did.  What I said.  It's too late, and you hate me now.  I wish you the best in everything you do McKenzie Mitchell.  I always have, and I always will love you with all of my heart.  I'll miss you.

So this Christmas the girl that I love got me a very special gift:  A broken heart.  I'm not really sure why I'm posting this here, but it seems like a good idea to talk about it.  I'm such an idiot.  I've really screwed myself this year.  What a wonderful Christmas Eve this is.

Anyway, I guess I'm seeking some sort of comforting or some crap like that, I don't know.  I just...I don't know what to do.

Well...have a Merry Christmas everyone.

[Squinky]

Bah, there's girls everywhere. They grow 'em in the mall, there's bound to be another batch coming soon....

Edit---

And whatever you do, don't get yourself down. Life is full of other things to do, you just gotta let go of this issue.

[Mugs]

Those are the times where you have to try to get over it. Ã, It happend to my bro about 2 years ago(not durring christmas, though). He made a huge mistake. He tried to get her back. Ã, Doing that just made him dug even deeper into the hole. Ã, As soon as he stopped thinking about her, things just got better and he doesn't care anymore. My bro said: "Thinking about it now, I should of stopped carring ever since she left me, since today, I'm still empty handed, all that work of trying to get that person back did absolutely nothing." Ã, 

In conclusion, I'll tell you what to do, Ã, just let time take care of this, you'll get over it.