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Hi Chris have you considered adding support for the mobile platform? ie Pocket PC's, and Tablet PC's that run Windows CE??

Just wondered...

love Kandy.

Just found out that gilbert goodmate has been released in a PDA edition.

probably got Grove from our own MODS, Mark LoveGROVE

Oh.... also I volunteer to be Simon Cowell.... if we can't get Ron Gilbert.

Fmarias.... I'm sorry that a sense of humour wasn't passed on to you at birth. Or that it wasn't at least beaten into you durring your fromative years by realatives, and teachers, carrying the holly sticks of wisdom.

The cooncept that has been described all the way down the page is one that is glistening with IRONY... you can go at look that word up later... and as such is not to be taken seriously.

Though you have raised on interesting point, I personally believe that competition is the true KILLER of creativity. But then i also believe that point to be fairly common knowledge. So hooryay give that boy a candy for pointing out the obvious.

And as for "copying stupid television shows" as you put it, I personally prefer the term SATIRE (you can look that one up later too), is one of the best ways for many people starting out to get a handle on a particular genre... and also a way for them to experiment and expand their own imaginative processes, and still having a specific predefined source material to fall back if they become lost, stuck, or with out direction.

PS. I like the survivor idea, but I pray we end up on different teams. Because I plan to pee in your watering hole.

Love and Hugs KANDYMAN

C'mon this would be great. We round up three adventure game vetrans. One surly, one who loves everyone... one with either a personality problem, or the lack of personality that sits in the middle and is a little wishy washy. Then we audition hopeful game designers, decide who has what it takes to be the next "Adventure Idol", then set a monthly task for them and instead of a knock out maybe it could just be who gets teh best TOTAL points overal.... you decide...

a knock out could be good too.

but there should be three people in the final not 2.

Now Ron Gilbert would make an excellant bitter judge...

Ron Gilbert is one of my idols.
2ma2.
Chrille.
Helm.
Yahtzee.
and since I saw Cirque de Zale, Kinoko.

Who would be your personal adventure idols? Who are the adventure game creators who you look up to? Both professional and amatuer.

And would it be possible to design a competition where adventure game creating hopefuls could be encouaraged and eliminated in their attempts to become the next "Adventure Idol"?

Who would be your personal pick for the judges?
CJ is definately in there.... ummmm maybe!

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And do you think you have what it takes?

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm beeeeeeeeeeeeer

Dude... "BLOKE" stuff... yeah as if, not gonna happen, I hate cars and motor sports... plus we all have a rather nerdy side hence the adventure games... though I think as a rule you would have to be dragged up to some titty bars. I'm sorry thats just the way it is, if you make up go up to gay clubs, then you will have to live through a night at an aussie hooters equivilant.

clubbing is possible. Although i am offically the worlds worst dancer, i think i just lost out on audiotion for a six month gig on a cruiseship because I move better on fire than to music.

Get this, singers get passenger status, their own private rooms, access to all facilities... only work every second day, for an hour only. Accomodation and meals provided (not alcohol unfortunately) and get paid a thousand dollars a week TAX FREE.

WHY THE %^&$ would i stay on dry land...

(For all not aware, for the last 4 months I have been planning to be a jazz lounge singer, and have to two highly trained singing teachers pushing me to do it .... Whhhhhheeeeeeeee!!)

DownUnderPants... Sounds good... I like it

mmmmmm... how many aussies are there? there is DG, layabout, kinoko, me, las.... ummm oranges. But who else is there??

Cos the last time i looked the I couldn't get bloddy ags map to work...

Brisbane would be nice... preference on brisbane over sydney... sydney is a little bit icky for me....



personal reason, due to my exish-girlfriends ex boyfriend...

Well Allo everyone...

I've just tuned in to discuss a topic I that is ver close to my heart. Socialising... I know that sounds crazy because I have a habit of pissing off for months... to a year at times... then turning up purely to steal everybodies drinks, and throwing up in the entry ways of their tents.

But what it comes down to is that I favour, over the digital medium, is talking to people in person. And the first mitteneers can attest, that when excited I am a real motor mouth.

I have just been informed that there is NO aussie mittens... I think that is sad... and i believe we should rectify this TERRIBLE tragedy.

Okay everybody who is an aussie raise their hands... mention where they are, when in the year they could get time off... their favourite idea of a meeting point... And then lets get together and have a Jolly good time.

with drinks, entertainment, BAD karaoke, video games, showing off, maybe an amusement park... and partying like its nineteen ninety five...

I'll go first.... *waves hand* I am in Melbourne, I can make myself free, and i'll go anywhere (except perth... or darwin... cos they are holes)

thank you... but there is always a little difference between making the decision, and then stepping into it. I stepped into it, or tried to. And something happened that I hadn't expected.

I wouldn't have said that I am dependant on her... I haven't been recieving anything from her for a very long time... there is nothing to depend apon. Maybe if she was telling me she still loved me... but she isn't.

What ends up happening is I made some promises to her based on how I feel... and now we get to a stage where she is upset and telling me she needs that help. I'm scared of the concept of her on her own... because she seems to too easily latch on to people for support, and if i went she would either get herself into a giant mess... or more debt... and latch on to some stranger which she has done before with disasterous consequences.

And I promised her I wouldn't let her get hurt.  I know with her personality type I have to get out... for hers and my own good... but I can't do that until there is some steady ground to stand on.

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that last parts just an excuse isn't it....
I'm not ignoring you guys, or doing the opposite... I guess i could be said to be doing nothing though...

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anybody see any good films lately?

In the nightmare I figure out that my relationship with my exgirlfriend is incredibly unhealthy and decide that I will not live with her for my own personal mental health... I mangage to secure enough permanent work to make living on my own... or in some form of shared accomodation easily viable, plus able to save. I decide to stay with my ex for a week and then move on, which I believe I have previously told her about... and can even remember saying the words to her.

Then I recieve a phone call saying that the accomodation must be payed in advance that we are at the last moments and have no choice but to go through with it. And that it will be for a month.  I tell her I would only stay a week then find somewhere else... she breaks down crying under stress, saying that she couldn't pay the rest of the rent on her own for the last three weeks... and she found this place for us for the month to help each other. She then cries alot more. saying that i never said i would only stay a week, and that she can't do this alone.

cutting a long story short, because i still care for her and hate to see her hurt or sad or feel responsible for it. I agree to stay for the month, saying that i only said the week thing because i thought i was doing the right thing.... and that i would agree to stay with her for at least a month..... MAYBE 3...


the nightmare part was that this fucking happened yesterday...

oh and i prolly shouldn't have had phone sex with her the night before, after i had gotten a little drunk...

I think i was born retarded

[I've had a new nightmare... at bottom of page.... this one REALLY BAD]

I had this bad dream last night.... I'm curious if anyone could tell me what they think it might mean?
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Last night I dreamt about a gender changing serial killer who escapes from a hospital. He/she attacks and kills women and cuts off their genitalia with a scalpel. The killer changes gender to avoid detection. And woe's his/her victims pretending to be either gender. But when it comes time for sexual intamcy after he/she arouses his/her victims instead of performing a sexual act he/she attacks them and kills them. The dream included several attacks of various women after the killers escape from hospital. Until he reaches the last victim in the dream a dark skinned woman. While in bed with this woman, in his current male gender the killer places the scalpel to her, but doesn't attack, this woman reacts to him differently... and the killer engages in love making with his would be victim instead and enjoys it. Since he has made love to her he can't kill her, but he also isn't sure he can trust her and tries to stop her from leaving the house... although she has a business meeting to attend. He then tries to woe her several times to get her to make love to him again...

the dream ends with a group of detectives giving a recap of the nature of the killer before he met this last victim, their discussion was as if they were explaining his/her MO.

mmmmm... there is alot of controversy on the subject about the things that create our sexuality...

while some can claim that some instinctual aspects are inborn.... some forms of homosexuality can be spawned out of abuse. Which is very sad.

Not all cases... but its never purely a case of simple nature and simple nurture... some bastards have to step in and traumatise people and radically change their growth and nature as human beings.

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Congrats on coming out... very proud of you... A mate of mine came out about six months ago, in the end I was one of the last to be told, I actually just came out and asked him at one point when he was gonna tell me , after that it was all sorted...

OPEN is good...

My parents on the other hand are shits... growing up they were of the impression that I would turn out to be gay. Aparently they had conversations with my grand parents about it that were very sienfeld-esque... to the akin of "NOT THAT THERE IS ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT".

And then in the end I didn't turn out to be gay I just came home with a woman 10 years my senior... I only found out recently that it was almost like my family was placing bets on when I would come out.... jerks.

(i get the impression that frued would have a fucking field day with me :S )

where the hell is "little jonny evil"

I'm sorry I can't take you seriously unless there is a "little jonny evil" smilie!!

THATS JUST THE WAY THINGS ARE

I sorta have to ask... was I being a bit of an arsehole with my last post???

if so I can post a few doodles of what I mean, once I get my scanner issues sorted.

OK... my head and heart are seperate things at the moment....

my head tells me I am being a fucking moron, tells me to walk away and sevre communication with my ex girlfriend....

but my mouth (which is taking direct orders from my heart btw) continues to sooth, placate and tell her I love her and find her attractive. Its all fucking TRUE, but I shouldn't be doing it... I'm leading her along sorta after I've been dumped (if that is at all possible???)... my brain says get the fuck out and shut up.

But do I listen... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

it should be about at least $1000 a fortnight (after tax),... with monthly commissions between $100 to $300... not bad for stupid, sodding, evil, ugly, smegging, sodding retail...

I'm not a fan of retail, I hate retail... this job is like being a skill-LESS computer tech... with customers that have more of a bad attitude. And this happens because they were all raised on the saying "the customer is always right"... unfortunately even when the customer happens to be a backwardly retarded asshole. 

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Also I tried Joining an online dating service thingy... but it doesn't seem to want to play ball, and keeps timing out. Here is what I wrote and it failed to send. (I was just advertising for friends to start with, then I was gonna update it when I'm in a position for female companionship)

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About me:
I'm very open, caring and compassionate about those that I care for. I'm trustworthy, friendly, and loyal, and can be a little protective. I also hope like hell that I have good sense of humour, but know that it can be a little sarcastic (and a little english according to a friend of mine, which could possibly be an insult.). I love talking to people, but I also like to listen.

I'm a large fan of visual storytelling, from theatre to films, comics, television and musicals. Which is why I have such a large range of hobbies, with a similar creative theme .

I'm currently  training myself as a performer, as both an actor and singer. I'd like very much to be a dancer also, but have no confidence for it and live in the land of hyper stress .  But I am currently putting together a gig of lots of beautiful Jazz standards. I've been told I sound like Harry Connick jnr, and lately that I look a little like him too ( that is a compliment right?? ).

I'm just about to move to Melbourne from Queensland.  And should be settled in St Kilda before the end of January, and I am currently looking to meet new people.

My ideal partner/s:
I like open, passionate, encouraging, supporting, friendly people. I definately like joking around, and having people I can talk to.

I'm looking for people with similar interests, who are interested in having a good time. Enjoy doing new things. And I am interested in the type of friends that may even be interested in helping push each other to do their best.

Hobbies:
Cartooning, Writing, Film Making, Acting, Singing and attempting to learn to dance.


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Also after planning to be a male escort I've concidered trying to be a male model... here is one of my actors shots to demonstrate. And links to 2 more images....

What are peoples opinions?
I've been told I look like a Ralph Lauren Model, though I think that just might mean I look "thin".


http://www.2dadventure.com/ags/john_9.jpg
http://www.2dadventure.com/ags/john_collage_copy.jpg

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What do people think? of any of it... but mainly the photos... and personals AD.